Saturday, November 11, 2006
alcohol has gone to my brain. so now my head is spinning non-stop.
just had 3 glasses of dessert wine. so nice. but apparently i gulped down my first glass. so alcohol went right up to my brain. oh my. i better go to sleep soon. before i can't even walk to my bed. i seemed to be damaging my liver again. and see. this is the bad thing about studying biology. you relate EVERYTHING to biology. and yes. my mom and the guests were trying to dig some dirt out from me. since they think that i'm getting drunk. (: BUT i still can think. haha.
i think i'm getting the D900 tomorrow. i don't care. haha. with my own money i guess. unless my parents soften at that moment and agree to buy it for me. let's hope so. hoho.
alright. the computer screen is kind of spinning. HAHA.
au revoir!
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
12:38 PM
Friday, November 10, 2006
biology SPA is over. physics SPA is over too. only chemistry SPA left. oh yay.
one more week of extended studies. FIVE more days. i'll hang in there.
what if i sink into depression AGAIN? look at the state i was this morning. and there was only this two words running through my mind for 2 hours. and that's what was making me depressed.
and apparently we were doing the worksheet on drugs for biology today. ms yong went on about drug abuse. she talked about people abusing panadol. and jialing practically told the whole world that i did it before. and ms yong went on to alcohol. apparently i just had vodka yesterday. so i'm damaging my liver.
i'm either going to get cirrhosis or kidney failure. kidney failure cause i'm taking it too much steroid. steroid that is in my medicine for ezcema. i'm like taking it every two days. i'm still having a lot of rashes attack okay. SIGH. oh yes. if not i'll get gastric ulcer. okay. i better stop here.
i think i saw someone today. the person obviously didn't see me. and one word to describe that moment: shocking.
i better step out of my depressed mood. I'M BLESSED.
yeah right.au revoir!
i want the D900. AHH. nevermind. i HAVE money. hohoho.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
1:34 AM